I can't sleep. My mind is numb. My body aches. I feel so sick. I wish there was some way that I could know that what I did was for the best. But I can't. So I just sit here thinking I probably just made the worst decision of my life. But even so, I can't go back, you won't let me and you shouldn't. I'm hurting right now because I made this choice that I believed to be the best thing. I don't even know anymore. You have my heart. And always will.
Time can will only tell how this will all turn out. I pray to God that you will hold me in your arms again. Can't stop crying. Why am I putting myself through so much pain? Everything is so blurry. I can't function, I can't do anything.
Even though you don't believe it, I love you more than you could ever imagine.
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