As crazy as it may be..

I'm learning a lot from Dawson's Creek. It's so much more than just a teenage melodramatic TV series. And I must say, it's become a very reliable source of.. comfort, I guess you could say. For some strange reason when my whole group of friends at school went out tonight, I decided to stay in. Partially for money reasons, partially for school reasons, and I really couldn't tell you what other reasons I had. Maybe just to spend some time alone, as weird as that may be. But either way, as pathetic as it may be- I'm glad I have Dawson's Creek to watch. I really couldn't tell you why I'm feeling so attached to this show right now, maybe it's because I'm PMSing, ha.

I wish I had a Dawson in my life like Joey has. No matter what happens in life, they always have each other and they've been there for each other since the beginning of time. Yea their friendship is complicated but when the day is over, they still have one another. It makes me happy. Haha- I really am pathetic! Whatever, I don't really care at this moment.

So I've got 2 more episodes in season 5. Then onto season 6 aka the last season! EEK! I don't know how I'm going to live once I'm done with the series. I'll have to find some other show to obssess over.

Welp, one more episode for tonight then off to bed.

hope dies last<3